What can I say I've lived in Houston Tx most of my life. I love going to the Discovery Green, Herman Park, the Houston Zoo, our Fine Arts museme etc.. I know I still have many places to discover in town. But today's blog isn't about Houston's exciting places. Its about ME and how I feel so alone. This year has been a crazy one. I Found the strenght in me to get out of a physical, mental, & emotional abuseve realtionship. I was diognose with Pre-Canceres cells inside my uteures.I haven't really had a real job and well im not making as much as I would like. I'm employed by a new company but I still havent started and I don't know when I will. So now I need to find a temp job that can have some money to spend. Im 21 and I feel I should be doing more with myself. I want to get my own place, get a new car and most of all start school. Not to mention I need to get my oil change its almost a month over due if not a month over due. Im back in this little emotional bubble. I feel so trapped inside I wish I could just get in my car and drive to a new city and start a new life and make new friends because I feel the ones I have let me down or use me so its time for something NEW for a NEW ME. I question everything I question life and everything around me. Why am I here whats my purpose? If anyone took time to read this thank you. I know its out of order but thank you once again. <3 ness
