What can I say I've lived in Houston Tx most of my life. I love going to the Discovery Green, Herman Park, the Houston Zoo, our Fine Arts museme etc.. I know I still have many places to discover in town. But today's blog isn't about Houston's exciting places. Its about ME and how I feel so alone. This year has been a crazy one. I Found the strenght in me to get out of a physical, mental, & emotional abuseve realtionship. I was diognose with Pre-Canceres cells inside my uteures.I haven't really had a real job and well im not making as much as I would like. I'm employed by a new company but I still havent started and I don't know when I will. So now I need to find a temp job that can have some money to spend. Im 21 and I feel I should be doing more with myself. I want to get my own place, get a new car and most of all start school. Not to mention I need to get my oil change its almost a month over due if not a month over due. Im back in this little emotional bubble. I feel so trapped inside I wish I could just get in my car and drive to a new city and start a new life and make new friends because I feel the ones I have let me down or use me so its time for something NEW for a NEW ME. I question everything I question life and everything around me. Why am I here whats my purpose? If anyone took time to read this thank you. I know its out of order but thank you once again. <3 ness
You should never feel alone. I remember feeling this way at your age, and I still do, but only sometimes :-) funny how things seem to change so much as you age and how much stays the same, if you let it. if change is what you need, then you should go out and change. -J
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for your Comment J. It helped out a lot.
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