My World changed with Princess

The last time I blogged about my feelings I was feeling so alone. All that has changed now thanks to the love of my life my little chow lab. I was just looking at her baby pictures and i can't belive its only been 5 months and she so big already. Princess is my pride and joy. I woke up this morning and she was sleeping with her head next to my head on the pillow. I don't know why I love that dog so much. I guess because I felt so alone and I couldn't do anything right. Princess came into my life at the right moment I needed someone to love and  love me back unconditionally. I have been so tired and ready to give up on this world but I look into her little black eyes and I know everything will be fine, I KNOW SHES A DOG!!!!! but to me shes my child I need to provide for her make sure shes happy that her healthy because she came into my life and turned it around me. I was out partying and drinking not knowing what to do I wanted to change and she came in the night i was going to go and get drunk with my friends But I stayed home that night and many nights after that. I just couldn't leave her home alone now that she older and i'll go out for dinner or a movie im always wondering is she okay. When she was a new born puppy I took her to the movies in my purse i used to just stick her in their and take her everywhere. I know my dog loves me she kisses my entire face every night before i go to sleep she wakes up next to me. Shes my everything. I know I will eventually have to get it in my mind she wont be with me forever but i hope to give  her the best life i can at the moment. Princess to me is like what a kid is to people who have kids young. Children help you grow up and get into the real world. Thats what Princess did to me she gave me direction when I was lost. I will always love her like a child for that. She is my Child -- Vanessa