MEXICO Lindo Y Querido

Hola Que tal,

Normalmente todos mis Blogs son en Ingles pero hoy voy a hacer uno en espanol. X que? Bueno no se si les a pasado pero ultimamente Siento que Mexico me esta llamando.
Ya see QUE? "Mexico te esta llamando????" Estas bien Vane??? Pero si. Ultimamente solo hablo espanol, eschuco musica en espanol especialmente el rock en espanol, pop, electronico nose osea todo lo que tenga que ver con mexico y latino america me llama la attencion. Tengo dias en donde me dan ganas de empacar todas mis cosas y ir a mexico a vivir. No se en que trabajaria alomejor en mexico empiso mi propio negosio. Pero Bueno. Me Gustaria ir a mexico a tomar classes de actuacion y agarar un agente para hacer novelas en mexico. Es lo que siempre e cerido hacer. Realmente nunca e ido mas a dentro que la frontera fui a nuevo leon una ver pero no mire nada x que bueno ese es otro blog hahaha. E estado Viendo fotos de mexico. Lo que me gusta de MEXICO es la musica la gente y nose la belleza y la historia los mexicanos. Trabajamos muy duro para consergir lo que quieremos.  OVIO que mexico es muy currupto pero honestamente que pais no lo es? alomejor en unos 5 anos cuando me reciba de la universida me muevo a mexico y enpieso mi propia compania tengo muchas cosas que me interesan y si puedo hacer algo con todo lo que me gusta hacer estaria super.  bueno los dejo ir x que tengo que estudiar un poco. xoxoxoxoxo Su amiga Vane

My World changed with Princess

The last time I blogged about my feelings I was feeling so alone. All that has changed now thanks to the love of my life my little chow lab. I was just looking at her baby pictures and i can't belive its only been 5 months and she so big already. Princess is my pride and joy. I woke up this morning and she was sleeping with her head next to my head on the pillow. I don't know why I love that dog so much. I guess because I felt so alone and I couldn't do anything right. Princess came into my life at the right moment I needed someone to love and  love me back unconditionally. I have been so tired and ready to give up on this world but I look into her little black eyes and I know everything will be fine, I KNOW SHES A DOG!!!!! but to me shes my child I need to provide for her make sure shes happy that her healthy because she came into my life and turned it around me. I was out partying and drinking not knowing what to do I wanted to change and she came in the night i was going to go and get drunk with my friends But I stayed home that night and many nights after that. I just couldn't leave her home alone now that she older and i'll go out for dinner or a movie im always wondering is she okay. When she was a new born puppy I took her to the movies in my purse i used to just stick her in their and take her everywhere. I know my dog loves me she kisses my entire face every night before i go to sleep she wakes up next to me. Shes my everything. I know I will eventually have to get it in my mind she wont be with me forever but i hope to give  her the best life i can at the moment. Princess to me is like what a kid is to people who have kids young. Children help you grow up and get into the real world. Thats what Princess did to me she gave me direction when I was lost. I will always love her like a child for that. She is my Child -- Vanessa

A piece of whats going on in my mind at this moment

What can I say I've lived in Houston Tx most of my life. I love going to the Discovery Green, Herman Park, the Houston Zoo, our Fine Arts museme etc.. I know I still have many places to discover in town. But today's blog isn't about Houston's exciting places. Its about ME and how I feel so alone. This year has been a crazy one. I Found the strenght in me to get out of a physical, mental, & emotional abuseve realtionship. I was diognose with Pre-Canceres cells inside my uteures.I haven't really had a real job and well im not making as much as I would like. I'm employed by a new company but I still havent started and I don't know when I will. So now I need to find a temp job that can have some money to spend. Im 21 and I feel I should be doing more with myself. I want to get my own place, get a new car and most of all start school. Not to mention I need to get  my oil change its almost a month over due if not a month over due. Im back in this little emotional bubble. I feel so trapped inside I wish I could just get in my car and drive to a new city and start a new life and make new friends because I feel the ones I have let me down or use me so its time for something NEW for a NEW ME. I question everything I question life and everything around me. Why am I here whats my purpose?  If anyone took time to read this thank you. I know its out of order but thank you once again. <3 ness

Sweet & Twenty Cast Directed By Ashley Miller

El Poder De Los Hombres Cast 2010 Directed by Chad Gonzalez & Jorge Diaz at El Theatro Bilingue De Houston